Dragon's Bath

evil dick

2004-08-19T19:09:31Z

Some people say that i'm a bad guy..
They may be right, they may be right.
But it's not as if I don't try..
I just fuck up, try as I might

But I can change, I can change!
I can learn to keep my promises, I swear it!
I'll open up my heart and I will share it..
Any minute now I will be born again!

Yes I can change, I can change!
I know i've been a dirty little bastard
I like to kill! I like to maim! Yes, I'm insane!
But it's okay, 'COS I CAN CHANGE!!

It's not my fault that i'm so evil..
It's society, society.
You see my parents were sometimes abusive..
And it made, a prick of me.

But I can change, I can change!
Satan: What if you remain a sandy little butthole?
Hey Satan! Don't be such a tit
Mother Teresa won't have shit on me!

Here I am, just watch me change..
Here you go, i'm changing!

all you ever wanted

2004-08-17T21:55:50Z

.....you couldn't have. you and all your precious misery

how many times did i ask, what can i do

how many times did i ask, do you like this

always your black eyes reflecting back all the beauty in the world....something you can never have.

the smell of love to you is a rotting corps. the word love to you is blasphemy. and with you every soft touch and soft sweet wispers i hear the RAPING SCREAMS OF YOUR INSANITY. smash, oh! how its taint lingers. Tell your board of morally adept humans how much of a shitty person i am for giving so much to you and getting nothing in return accept the raping screams of your insanity. Hope they all agree *like the masters of the universe that they are* with you. I hope that makes you feel better.

Its no sweet off my balls .....you know.....watching you

.........perform all these pathetic acts.

........Desparation

I've never once let down a chance to help you. I guess i am a liar, and a pussy, and a fuckface for doing that.

Its funnier than an elephant trying to fuck a cat.....you know....

.........how you try to paint me in your shame.

BECAUSE .....you know......

IT REALLY IS THE WHOLE ENTIRE WORLDS FAULT AMBER IS MISERABLE..... and you know.....

SOMEBODY HAS TO PAY

"......clouds made of carrots and peas"

2004-08-11T15:23:27Z

Your eyes tell the stories of a day you wish you could
Recall the moments that once have
Retrack the footsteps that brought us to this favor
I wouldn't ask this of you

Good eye, sniper
I shoot, you run
The words you scribbled on the walls
With the loss of friends you didn't have
I called you and the time is right
Are you in or are you out?
For them all to know the end of us all

Run quick, they're behind us
Didn't think we'd ever make it
This close to safety in one piece
Now you wanna kill me in the act of what could maybe
Save us from sleep and what we are

Good eye, sniper
Now I shoot, you run
The words you scribbled on the walls
With the loss of friends you didn't have
I called you and the time is right
Are you in or are you out?
For them all to know the end of us all

Bye bye beautiful
Don't bother to write
Disturbed by your words and they're calling all cars
Face step, let down.
Face step, step down.

The words you scribbled on the walls
With the loss of friends you didn't have
I called you and the time is right
Are you in or are you out?
For them all to know

Bye bye beautiful
Don't bother to write
Disturbed by your words and they're calling all cars
Face step, let down.
Face step, step down.

Bye bye beautiful
Don't bother to write
Disturbed by your words and they're calling all cars
Face step, let down.
Face step, step down.

Bye bye beautiful
Don't bother to write
Disturbed by your words and they're calling all cars
Face step, let down.
Face step, step down.

Its so hard at times.

2004-07-23T15:18:31Z

standing on this pier, its shaky and hard to balance. I want to but i can't. I have to time myself looking up. Can't stare for too long. I know, I know. But yet, i don't. Angry head. so many murderous butterflies. covered in bloody nectar. too fast, fuck..... rip, grind, shred, melt, bleed, burn, chain, drag, hook, stretch, scrape, cum, smash, pull, fist, break, strip, cut, exhausted fumes of methane, spinning copper gears, rusty iron. only one person knows this cross i bear. no one will ever understand. in my mind, exhausted and pained, i spin....... . . .. . and see you, with a rose.

ryan's emo shit

2004-07-08T04:59:56Z

i've traveled far just to feel your heart
and whisper sweet things while in your arms
i always dreamed...in dark nights i screamed
eyes like onyx ... but laced in green

i trapped my soul in a future untold
now i grow old before you die cold
run away from me happiness is the key
never look back oh couldn't it be

swing low happiness
and i will burn you
scream loud
and i will come to you
come to me
and i will scream
scream scream scream
until i bleed.

Mr. stretchy-foreskins

2004-07-07T14:53:58Z

'ello evry 'un. name's Quinn, but down 'ere in the outback folks don' really caull me anythin. Sept for those aborigine fellows. Ay call me by me tru wild name. ... .. . .Mr. stretchy-foreskins. Reckon you folks 'ill be seein' more of me. evry week oil be round to tell a story passed for generations in me family.

But first thins first mate. let me tell ou bout me-self. ..... . . i like to stretch moi skin till i get nice an flat. then i glide thru aire. And i like to smell lizardhs.

kittyneck @ 2004-06-29T10:05:00

2004-06-29T14:05:15Z

Just look at my ancient ancestor. He is full of squirrelly wrath.

Man ... i feel like people are taking things that i am saying and distorting them for their own ulterior motives. ..... like keeping the servants in their place. I don't know how any other person could be more understanding. I have been very understanding and you know i have been. Sorry for being paranoid but i have my suspisions that there's someone else. Well whatever.

So its "moving-on" time again i guess. everything happens for a reason. I am looking forward to a summer of hanging out with friends, hiking, camping, and squirrellin' it up at the shop. All you "Jazz Ambassadors" will be blinded by my white ass.

I need to get naked. i am at work right now so i really can't. Have you ever just gotten naked in front of someone and have an intimate conversation...... just conversation. probably not. nervousness prompt's action. I love that feeling. Panther stalking the forest. fear/doubt. and you know you are being judged. hahaha. i deal with it by taking it to the next level. control is my obsession. i really am a fucked up individual.

Loren, i hate you.

wandering

2004-06-02T12:54:30Z

Man how i've fucked things up. I've got so many things mixed up in my head i don't know which way is forward. Baggage from two broken relationships and one that is in the making (but i don't think will go very far). When will i be able to have fun again without comparing everything to her. Is it possible for me to move on and still hold on to precious memories. Maybe i am confusing the past for the present.

I need to keep my mind here and now. ......or i will turn into darth vader.

be as it may

2004-06-01T15:33:33Z

GOD you get me fired up! I will not become hollow, not for you or anyone! I am the same ....still trying to reach that inevitable goal just beyond the horizon, though using different means. I am well aware of your clumseyness. it is that clumsyness that provoked the reaction..."why are you still with her?" from friends and councilers. And is that clumsyness that i understand and adore you with every ounce of my heart. who else would have understood.... i will not become hollow! I will not give up, i will not rest ......not even when i arrive at the gates of hell. I will show them a fire worthy of foresaking all of their inhabitants. I will not become hollow .....instead i will fucking burn.

this quiz had potential......but...

2004-05-26T14:33:58Z

The beginning of the film...

"People once believe that when someone died, a
crow brought that soul to the land of the dead.
But sometimes, something so bad happens that a
terrible sadness is carried with it, and the
soul can't rest. Sometimes, just sometimes, a
crow can bring that soul back to put the wrong
things right."

"If a building gets torched, all that is left
is ashes. I used to think that about
everything: family, friends, feelings. But now
I know. If two people love each other, nothing
can keep them apart."

Which Quote From The Crow Are You?
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kittyneck @ 2004-05-24T10:41:00

2004-05-24T14:40:14Z

You want to know do ya? .....last night she said she wanted to know. I hate that. someone else wants to know where the fire comes from. someone else wants to know what fuels the fire. its like people who look at car accidents (rubberneckers) do they really want to see the infants head smashed through the windshield. But they look anyway..... they "ask" anyway. Fuck it all i am going to watkins glen this summer by myself if need be. I will have my glimpse of heaven. I will feel the knowledge that this flesh is not mine. It doesn't belong to me. I will give to the flesh that which belongs to the flesh and i will give to the spirit that which belongs to the spirit. And when the sun fades on my glimpse there will be nothing but the stars in the sky. Only i will remain.

My grandmother....granny neal, a hardend alcoholic from the south.....would beat the shit out of my mom when she was a child. Those hands never once came to me in anger....in fact they always without question came to me in love. And she loved her patsy cline records and pepsi colas. She would sing to me and dance with me. Even as a young child I knew what those hands were capable of and i never felt more safe. I heard patsy cline at Anna's house the other day ......and it made me think of her.

changes...

2004-05-20T16:27:43Z

Right now i feel like i am the weight. This is very different from my normal position of being the balance point or fulcrum. What does that make me....i will tell you what it makes me....a monkey climbing on a bunch of out door play things carrying his memorabilia, pictures, and memories. It saddens me that most of my pictures of you are sad ones. I remember what was going on at those points. And i still wear it. I am a monkey scratching my head wondering and kicking myself in the ass.

kittyneck @ 2004-04-19T10:44:00

2004-04-19T14:43:53Z

You are a white dragon, pure and noble, you would
help humans if they desprately need you. YOu
are kind and wise with a heart of gold.

Which Dragon resides in your soul? (cool pictures!)
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interesting

2004-03-10T19:49:22Z

You are Revelation.

Which book of the Bible are you?
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green dragon!

2004-03-05T20:53:20Z

Quizilla.com kicks ass!

You are an earth Dragon! You have a knack for
Nature or animals, and are peaceful, careful,
chariming, and optimistic. You can throw a
tantrum now or then, but who doesnt? You value
simple things in life, such as friends,
familly, and Nature.

What elemental dragon are you?
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2004-03-05T20:52:01Z

<img src="http://images.quizilla.com/I/Iceangel143/1073225657_turesearth.JPG" border="0" alt="Tis an Earth Dragon be awakening...when a rose survives through winter..."> You are an earth Dragon! You have a knack for Nature or animals, and are peaceful, careful, chariming, and optimistic. You can throw a tantrum now or then, but who doesnt? You value simple things in life, such as friends, familly, and Nature.
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Your noble ancestor never believed that the strong should prey among the weak.

2004-02-25T19:38:19Z

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2004-02-23T19:58:03Z

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Happy Valentine's Day

2004-02-13T18:11:06Z

It really does capture something i think.

Oh yeah...

2004-02-13T17:50:31Z

...and to all of you scavenger lays out there......yeah ..right there buddy!
hahaha! ;)

adhesion

2004-02-13T17:36:22Z

thundering
thumping of a drum
against her chest
a spinning room in the middle of nowhere
in the arms of the willow
is where the poison is drawn
and the rain is but a distant tear.

the sweet violin played with broken strings
and left its ressin all over your hands.
in time the winter has fell from the sky and the
second floor of a watering hole.

on the streets they wrap there heads
and don't even notice the deomons around.
everyone can see the glass-eyed doll i carry
the one i see me in its eyes.

only i see the doll you carry,
what did you see in his eyes?
were you entranced by the thunder
or were you embraced by the rain?

on a broken record is where i've been dancing
where my flaw is to repeat again and again.
and my ears are chambered to listen to your pain
where i adhere to all's saddness with acid chains.

FUCK!

2004-02-06T20:45:05Z

Ahh! I can't believe how terrible i feel.

The rose i used to see on the other side of the broken glass has withered and died. I've swam through it all. I watched it from afar. For so long now, the rose was my light in the darkness. I am still paying for it. The rusty hooks. The punctured flesh. Dirty blood. Not even the aroma of my burning flesh gives me comfort anymore. I feel sick. My trials of love and war have gotten me nowhere. I have no light anymore. The fire has dimmed and i have become winter. All i think about is going home. Why is life given: to the bitter of souls, to the hateful of mind, to those who long for death and seek it like buried treasure and rejoice when they finally reach the grave.

kittyneck @ 2004-02-03T20:34:00

2004-02-04T01:34:48Z

"The best thing about pain is that it lets you know you aren't dead yet"

The burning inferno from deep within the abyss.......

2004-01-30T16:01:18Z

.......I mean TOWSON UNIVERSITY! yes thats right folks
here is something that i wrote
and i read..... *to the theme of "i will survive"*

at first i was affraid
i was petrified
harford roads dead dear
must be putrified
but then i spent so many nights thinking
just why the fuck am i sleeping
when there's agents out to get me
why can't they leave me be

and now i'm back
from outerspace
I just drove down to towson
and could not find a parking place
I should have parked next to a hydgren
or in the faculty lot
that asshole pedestrian
is fucking lucky that i stopped.

well go on
keep walking
enjoy it please
cause i gonna break your fucking knees

"weren't you the driver who
hit this poor pedestrian?
didn't you see him cross the street?"
oh yes officer, here, here is doughnut for you to eat!

haha
i'll get away
as long as i know how to schmoos
i'll never fucking loose
there is no time to wait
i'll play games until i faint
ill get away
ill get away

so here i go
i've parked my car
but it doesn't matter now
cause i'm not getting very far

There's ice and shit and sleet
and there're ice cubes on my feet
its so hard to deal with the cold
when everyone looks at you like an asshole

but thats the norm
its tow-son
all these douche bags
and non-gay fags ?

Whats the big deal
no reason to make a fuss
look at my wang
it got ran over by a towson buss

*i will finish this later*

Blasterball 2

2004-01-20T20:47:07Z

I love blaster ball 2 sooooooo much. It makes life colorfull!